you forgot to ask where you are going

One day I jumped up, looking
for evidence, seeking
permission, that my life 
was mine to own. reaching,
for a rope to hold, a path
to follow

a guide, to take me forth.

after many years, I found
myself to lead the way. 

still I grasped, wandering directionless
waiting, for someone to show up,
to show me who I am.

who am I? & what
am I here to do? 
I asked.

you forgot to ask where you are going, I hear. 

where am I going? 
I ask.

You already know. 
You already know. 

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