the luminescence of your existence

You will not find yourself in the products that you buy, and the plans that you make, and through the number of, or even quality of people that are in your life. 

These are all things that may enhance your experience of living, but none of them define you.

You will not find yourself in a job title, or an ideal salary, 
in how much you've done, or in what you are setting out to do. 

You cannot point to yourself in a number 
of money saved or money spent, 
or money you've invested in you, 
or generously given away.

You will not find yourself in the other side of a divorce, after quitting your job, or running away to the deep woods. 

You will not find yourself in the practices you keep, not in your morning or evening rituals, not even in your daily crystal yoni pleasure practice, or when you get off track.

You will not find yourself in an astrology chart or human design reading, not in the akashic records, or your ability to read them for yourself. 

You will not find yourself in your mission for living, for what you are here to do does not inform you of who you really are.

You will not find yourself in your business, or your brand, or how well you market your services to the world. You cannot find yourself in your wildest success or failure.

You will find yourself simply when you choose to stop looking, reaching, defining and redefining what all of these things in your life mean about you. 

You will find yourself when you stop subscribing to the belief that one big action or decision or purchase or experience will change everything, and reveal your highest and best and real self to you.  

We all have grand visions about our lives and what they will become.

They mean nothing about who it is that we are.
They do not scratch the surface of our potential being.
The potential being that exists right now, in this very moment, today.

You. Being. 

The luminescence of your mere existence outshines anything that offers itself as a solution for your despair. There is nothing that you need to do to become it, for you already are it.

And if your despair is rooted in your inability to see it, or your doubting of this truth,

Be gentle with yourself. Have compassion.
But pay attention.

You will find yourself when you see it. 

—mg